hati yang kau sakiti

klo tgk tjuk je da rs mcm ayat2 kecewa kan..hmm..tula..emosi+perasaan ni ssh btol nk predict..

lately siyesly sy rs sgt2 tertekan..tertekan dgn keadaan org sekeliling dan juge si dea..tp si dia la org yg plg mmbuatkan sy tertekan..

nth knp dea sgt da berubah skg..col xnk angkat..mesej x nk bls..kt fb pn xnak chat2 da..hurm..xtwula pe nk jd da ngn hbungan kami ni..sy rs makin hari sy da x kenal dea...mslh komunikasi..tp dea mmg xnk berubah..de ke org tahan klo kite msj, keep on anta msj tp 1 pn dea xbls???col pn x nk agkt smpai kne bg msj suro agkt fon bru agkt..itupn kkdg tu mcm2 alasan dea bg..huhuhhu..knp ye???

adakah ini petanda dea da ade org len???petanda yg dea curang??petanda yg dea akn tgglkan sy 1 hr jgk nnt???huhuhhuu..sy sgt sdey~~

hati kecil sy sgt byk berkata2..sy sgt brfikir..knp dlu dea x prangai mcm ni??lately, sne sni pmpuan dea kcau..dpn2 dea wt.n itu yg sy nmpk..tp blkg2 sy x twu..wallahualam..bile bjumpa je, hp sentiase lekat di tgn.bunyi watsap, msj sentiase msuk..tp bile sy send msj or watsap xd 1 pn di balas???pe mksd sume tu???

sy juge punye hati n perasaan..de rs cemburu sume..de rs curious nk twu..adkh sbb sy sorg je trlalu syg dea sdgkan dea sket pn x rs apa2???adkh sy syok sendiri??

sy cuma nakkan kebahagiaan dlm sesuatu hbungan..sy cume nakkan org amk brt psl sy..dlm keadaan yg berjauhan, itu sje yg sy pinta..sy nakkan ksh syg dan perhatian..

xde sape yg nk bg da skg ni..sy perlu survive hdup sendiri..sy perlu cari keceriaan itu sndiri.. hanya kawan2 la penyeri hdup sy..pendengar setia mslh sy..

hidup tanpa emak disisi membuatkan sy kne kuat harungi segalanya sndiri dan sorg2..sy salu merasakan org len x happy ke mse sy happy???

May 2012 Blog Giveaway

ok guys!come and let's blogwalking to this blog  May 2012 Blog Giveaway . this is the 5th giveaway..wah!sgt rjn wat giveaway..sgt menarik..u guys will win somthing  from  her studio for lucky winner this month. The items that packed inside are the tool box are, 3 different colours of handcut glitter foams hearts, 3 different colours of foam alphabets and numbers, some colourful ink pens for stamping, some colourful colour pencils, some sponge stickers, some handcut felt flowers, some foam stamps, colourful buttons, a small flower craft punch and last but not least some colourful Popsicle sticks for making bookmark..!


interesting right??


come2..visit her page..


just do 3 simple steps..


the due date will be on 31st of May 2012..

SI CILIK PILIHAN MAK DARA

hye sume! nmpk x si cilik kat ats ni..name dea ~CICAM~

cicam yg sgt comel ni ske sgt bergaya bila ade orang nak amik gmbar dea.

dea suke sgt posing cute2 ala2 cam gmbr di atas. dea sgt ske posing buat PEACE, lentok kepala, pakai sunglases, handbag..dan yang paling penting..dea akn senyum yang sgt comel smpai nmpk semua lesung pipit dea!

gaya yang diminati jugak ala2 datin gituuuuuuu!

its a gift!

oke..arni ari ahad kan..so, pepag bgn da pk mcm2 nk wt..kje pn byk..

tp b4 nk wt kje2 tu..nak amk mood berblogging dlu..lame rsenyer x tulis blog..

and refer to my title post tu kan..GIFT?ok..baru2 ni sy dapat souvenier dr parents my luv! its really touched my heart ok! dorg igt kt sy whenever they are..

dsbbkn sy x bkerja lg, sy blom mampu nk belikan mereka brg mhl2 sbg tnda penghargaan and amk ht mereka..hehe...

tengs MAK n ABAH!..im really happy..i really like it!..

its a gift from SABAH..n im sure everyone knows it..if it came from sabah, there is no other things famous in there..and of course it is PEARL!..yeah.a set of pearl jewellery.i got it..yeay!..

 

gmbr sekadar hiasan..source from pakcik google..

but it almost same like this..hehe

a lot of thanks to them..

i categorized that for my advanced birthday gift!

hehe ;))

owh my classmate!

hehe..meh nk tnjuk gmbar classmate sy..sepanjang 2 thn bersama mengharungi liku2 hdup sebagai mahasiswa master ni...fuh!mcm2 jgk la cabaran nyer..tp sgt seronok!wpun klas kami cuma ada 17 org shj..tetapi dgn adanya kehadiran foreigner n local student..mmg jd happening kls tu...dorg sgt sporting..kami selalu pergi mkn same2 lps kls..sbb nk nikmati saat2 bsama yg cuma ade 2 thn ni shj..lps ni sume da mmbawa haluan dan kerjaya masing2..huhuu..sdey kan?..btolla kata org, mse belaja r tu sgt seronok...

skg ni sy da di final sem (insyaaallah)..doakan yg terbaek wat sy ye..usia pn da mencecah 24 thn ni..n sy kne pkirkan mse dpn sy..sy perlu kuat tuk troskan prjuangan yg blom selesai ni..byk bnde bermaen d pkiran sy...klo la arwah mak ade, msti sy bole mnceritakan segala suka duka bsame..tp alhmdulillah keluarga trdekat, adik bradik, bf , n sahabat sentiase menceriakan hdup saya...alhamdulillah...

ok..jomla kite berkenalan dgn coursemate sy...hehe

from left (front) ;badri,oney,asnita,jue,zda,arfa ,cik mar(saya),nani

from left (back): kayvan,firdaus,mohamad,hafiz,zam,safwan,hendra,anwar

gonna missed this moment  a lot!